It was an accident. (my mother would kill me if she saw this) But because I am here, I want to become a self-aware child.
Story time
When we are born we start possessing a series of personality traits. The ones we "should" keep in our adult life we lose and the ones we "should" let go of we keep. As we grow up, a combination of the childish (immature personality traits) combine with a feeling of knowing everything while being lost in life and we lose the desire to explore. That's when we know we become adults! Ta-da! Now, how to fix that?